08 March 2024

 

I’m upset. I’m terrified. I hate my job. I hate the fact that I have spent half my life doing a job I hate. I hate the fact that I spent $1000.00 on a promise of feeling better and I only feel worse.

 I hate the fact that I’m such a fucking loser that I wasted my time at university hanging out seeing bands and drinking and getting high instead of studying.

I’m happy with my personal life- husband, child, friends, but GODDAMMN IT I hate going to my humiliating job every day, and I hate it worse that I only get two 15-minutes breaks and an hour lunch per day and I spend that worrying that I’m not cleaning the house or I’m being harried by the cat or worrying that my baby's school might get shot up and end up just another story on CNN. I like the cat, but Jeez Louise, I can’t deal with the cat on top of the “I need to change a travel.” WTF does that even mean??? You need to change a travel? A flight? A car? A hotel? Why don’t you just go home? Do your fucking job and go home? I suppose you’d rather tell me your shit-sob story for five minutes before you bother to tell me you name. Your name that is apparently Sfffndtlpftg. Love it. Please find the International Phonetic Alphabet below, and please feel free to shove it wherever it gives you the most pleasure.

Also, eat me.

Much love.

e



20 February 2024



Trying this writing thing again. Made pseudo-Reubens tonight, and they were really good. Pics below, no recipe to follow, because there isn't a recipe. It's some sandwiches: HEB Bauernbrot, Oaxaca cheese, Löwensenf German mustard, and Cleveland Sauerkeraut










 

28 November 2023

Creamy Chicken Noodle Soup from damndelicious.net - the best online recipe I've ever made.



https://damndelicious.net/2022/04/29/creamy-chicken-noodle-soup/?unapproved=302773&moderation-hash=c5792d6623968375d5495a4e38cfaec4#comment-302773 


I made this almost exactly as written, except I didn’t have egg noodles, and I don’t care for peas, so I used Schwabian Spetzle from Aldi and diced pimentos, mostly for color. That said, it was DELICIOUS. This is one of the best recipes I’ve made from a web site, ever. Really, really good. Thank you, damndelicious! I will be making this again.


21 March 2020

Kevin's fiftieth birthday- pandemic version.  Ever since he was a little boy, lasagna was his birthday dinner of choice, with cheesecake for dessert.  If it ain't broke, don't fix it.


It's hard to take a pretty picture of lasagna, but this was delicious.  Michael Chiarello's "Lasagnette" from page 116 of his book "Casual Cooking."

Tonight, we watched Jaws- it was Mimie's first scary movie. She says she'll be bunking with us tonight.

Right now, though, we're introverting for our country and for all humankind.


Stay safe, be well, and WASH YOUR HANDS.

18 March 2020

First post in two years- Covid 19 work-from-home post. 

I've been working at home with Mimie at home with me for five summers and four school years where I've worked various schedules - days and nights, and she has made either AB or A Honor Roll every year. In other words, since she was a little bitty till she's the young lady she is now.
It's exhausting, but we're both okay with it. A few pointers:
1. If your child is old enough, you need to work in a room with a door you can close. Don't try working in the living room or family room if you have a job where you truly have to concentrate.
2. Leave the snacks and some paper cups where your kids can reach them. A cup for water, a Ziploc full of rice cakes or Cheerios, a jar of peanut butter, and a plastic knife can get you through a staff meeting or a world tour without interruption.
3. Don't worry about relying on the TV occasionally. As long as you know what they're watching, it isn't going to kill them to watch more than an hour per day. Books and coloring books are a better option, obviously, but the TV is a good back-up in times of need.
4. Just because you're physically at home does NOT mean you need to worry about cleaning, chores, and tidying up. Do that when you're off the clock or you will drive yourself nuts- and possibly violate your work-at-home contract.
5. I've been working on California time for the majority of the past five years. If your family needs to eat dinner before you're off and able to cook, get things ready for them when you can. The occasional box of mac and cheese or turkey sandwich will hold them over till you get off work.
6. Try to get the dishes done before bed if you can swing it. Paper plates and cups are still available in our grocery store, if that's what you need to fall back on to keep your kitchen manageable. You're not Martha Stewart and you don't have her staff to help you through this.
7. Go easy on yourself and your kids, spouse, or partner. We're all in this together and things are a bit crazy now. Give a little and don't expect too much from anybody- especially yourself. Also, be glad you're ABLE to work from home. Not everyone is lucky enough to be able to do so.

10 March 2017

2017 Read Harder Challenge


Here's my working list for Book Riot's 2017 Read Harder Challenge.

Key to the colors on my list:
Black-books I intend to read but haven't started yet.
Lavender - books I'm currently reading
Green - completed books

Read a book about sports. -  Moneyball, maybe?
Read a debut novel. - Other Voices, Other Rooms - Capote
Read a book about books.  - The Uncommon Reader- Alan Bennett
Read a book set in Central or South America, written by a Central or South American author ?
Read a book by an immigrant or with a central immigration narrative. ?
Read an all-ages comic.  ?
Read a book published between 1900 and 1950. Planning to finally finish Is Sex Necessary by Thurber and White
Read a travel memoir Sahara Unveiled
Read a book you’ve read before.   ?
Read a book that is set within 100 miles of your location. 
Read a book that is set more than 5000 miles from your location- The Hunting Party- A. Chekhov
Read a fantasy novel – LeGuin?
Read a nonfiction book about technology. Edwardian Farm, by Alex Langlands, Ruth Goodman, and Peter Guinn
Read a book about war.- The Naked and the Dead – Norman Mailer
Read a YA or middle grade novel by an author who identifies as LGBTQ+??? 
Read a book that has been banned or frequently challenged in your country.  So many to choose from!
Read a classic by an author of color. Their Eyes Were Watching God?
Read a superhero comic with a female lead. ?
Read a book in which a character of color goes on a spiritual journey  - Castaneda?
Read an LGBTQ+ romance novel  I don’t read romance novels.  Would Anais Nin count?
Read a book published by a micropress.
Read a collection of stories by a woman. – The Yellow Wallpaper – Charlotte Perkins Gillman
Read a collection of poetry in translation on a theme other than love.
Read a book wherein all point-of-view characters are people of color.  The Color Purple


03 March 2017

Au revoir, facebook.

I decided to take a break from facebook, semi-coincidentally coinciding with the beginning of Lent.  I've been clean for two days now, and I have to say I feel a bit better.  I've finished a few crossword puzzles and the latest New York Times Magazine, among other things.  

The only thing I really miss about facebook so far is sharing things I've read.  Easy solution:  restart this blog.  


One of the best things going on the radio these days is Kris Boyd's now-nationally syndicated (in Texas- happy belated Independence Day, y'all) program Think, broadcast locally on 90.1FM and at kera.org.
Her interview with Tom Nichols, a professor at the Naval War College, about his book The Death of Expertise, pretty much stopped me in my tracks.  He was speaking my thoughts!   In addition to citing the instant access to Google that is chipping away at the foundations of actual knowledge, he stated that the real problem with education and our schools is parents;  parents who have never allowed their children to fail, parents who email or call the teachers and professors of their adult children to complain about grades...  This behavior and the tolerance of this behavior is handcuffing and hobbling some truly caring and hardworking teachers.

The podcast:

http://www.podcastchart.com/podcasts/kera-unlimited-kera-s-think-podcast/episodes/the-death-of-expertise

The book:
https://www.amazon.com/Death-Expertise-Campaign-Established-Knowledge/dp/0190469412/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1488575938&sr=1-1&keywords=the+death+of+expertise

The Texas Standard is another organization doing a bang-up job of broadcast journalism these days.
http://www.texasstandard.org



More to come.